While I'm confessing my sins, I will admit that I also ate a Hershey chocolate bar. Bought it for the bon fire my daughter, Holly, was having with her friends. Turned out they got cold and left, leaving me with marshmallows and chocolate. EVILLLL!!!! There are two things that trigger my over eating, cookies and chocolate. Both in one weekend was horrid! Here is the good thing that I honestly feel today - soooo what! Yeah, I blew it. That was yesterday. Today is a new day and I will not give up my advances without a fight so I'm up early, making tea, dishwasher going, eating a healthy breakfast and going to get my walk in. I'm not going to lie, getting to this place is a struggle and the weight isn't falling off like the biggest loser BUT I feel good about me. My true struggle in weight loss isn't necessarily what I put in my mouth, it's what I think in my head. Do I believe I can overcome bad eating habits? Do I think I can have the body that is fit and healthy? Do I treat myself like I'm worth paying attention to? I couldn't say this before, but today I can for sure say yes to them all. God has been doing such a healing work in my life for the past 3 years. This has been just one more piece of our relationship that he has shown me we can easily do together. Easily together, yes, but still painful at times as all true life changes are. I'm finding that it is less painful the more I commit to the process instead of struggling against it.